This is a continuation to:
Day 81: Justifications Character
Day 82: Justifications Character Self Forgiveness Statements
I commit myself to not accept and allow the justification character within and as myself to step forth as I have now seen, realised and understood that through me accepting the justification character to step forth, I am in fact abdicating self responsibility for what is here, trying to hide behind the justification character so as to not ‘get into trouble’ / ‘be seen as bad’ by the people in my environment and through this I commit myself to stand up for and as myself to within this accept and allow myself to take responsibility for what is here no matter how ‘I look like’ to other people as I now see, realise and understand that I also have to walk through the fear of ‘what others may think of me’ if I am to take full responsibility for what is here.
I commit myself to take responsibility for the beliefs that I had created within and as myself, to see, realise and understand the consequential outflows of what these beliefs hold and to how my application within the physical is mutated to fit in accordance to the beliefs that I have created within and as myself and to through this I commit myself to let go of the beliefs that I had created within and as myself that do not support life here on earth as a practical physical application as I now see, realise and understand that the only reason why I was holding onto these beliefs were through the justifications as reasons that I had given to myself which are all based in fear of what will happen to me if I do not allow myself to believe in the beliefs that I had created within and as myself, and through this I commit myself to let go of the justifications as reasons that I hold within and as myself, as I now see, realise and understand that the justifications that I hold are my reasons why I am holding onto the beliefs that I had created within and as myself and through this I realise that I have to walk through the fears that stand behind the justifications that I have, in order to let go of the beliefs that I had created within and as myself.
I commit myself to no longer accept and allow myself to create ideas within and as myself that is based within self-interest as I now see, realise and understand that accepting and allowing myself to create ideas within and as myself based in self-interest opens up doors where I have to in retrospect justify my actions to others, and allowing myself to participate and create ideas base in self-interest within and as myself, that I try and manifest within and as the physical is thus how I create scenarios where I know within and as myself that my actions did not serve those around me and thus I will do anything to hide these actions using justifications to back me up so that I don’t have to take responsibility for the self-interested actions that I had done and through this commit myself to no longer accept and allow myself to use justifications as my excuses for why I was unable to take responsibility for my actions or take responsibility for what my actions led to as I now see, realise and understand that I am the director of my reality and as such I take responsibility for how I direct my world.
I commit myself to stop my application of blaming others for not giving to me what I believe I deserve to experience and to through this accept and allow myself to believe the justifications that I give to others as my reasons of why I am justified and allowed to blame others for not giving to me what it is that I would like to experience, not seeing, realising and understanding that within this act of blaming another and justifying to myself as well as another I am in fact abdicating my responsibility to and towards myself where I expect another to fulfil me in my desires as I had programmed the desires within and as myself and through this I commit myself to stop the justifications that I hold within and as myself to give me the permission where I feel I have a right to blame another for not giving to me what it is that I believe I deserve as I now see, realise and understand that it is the justifications within and as myself that keep me within a position where I believe I have a right to blame another for not giving to me what it is that I believe I deserve to experience.
I commit myself to stop the application of having opinions within and as myself as I now see, realise and understand that in order for me to step into the opinion character I have to justify to myself why my opinions carry more weight, thus throwing the weight of my opinions around seeing who I can crumble under the weight of the information / knowledge that I throw out there.
I commit myself to stop the judgements that I carry within and as myself as I now see, realise and understand that to have judgements I also have justifications as to the reasons why I am allowed to judge another and through this I now see, realise and understand that it is the justifications as valid reasons that I am holding onto that I perceive to give me the permission to hold onto the judgements that I carry about myself / another and through this I commit myself to let these justifications within and as myself go as I now see, realise and understand that it is these justifications that I am holding onto that is not allowing me to let go of the judgements that I am carrying about me / another.
I commit myself to stop and to expose the justifications character as I have seen, realised and understood that the justifications character is a sidekick character is only participating and accepting and allowing self to be part of the winning and losing game and through this I commit myself to no longer accept and allow the justifications character to come out and play as I now see, realise and understand that the justifications character hides behind the other characters within and as myself, thus never accepting and allowing self to take responsibility for my actions.
I commit myself to expose the justifications character within and as myself as I now see, realise and understand that the justifications character will manipulate and mould information so as to protect the other characters within and as myself so that I don’t have to stand up within and as myself and take self responsibility for what it is that I am participating within and as my life and through this I commit myself to no longer accept and allow the justifications character within and as myself as I now see, realise and understand that to become the justifications character is to abdicate self responsibility to and towards myself.
I commit myself to expose the justification character within and as myself as I now see, realise and understand that the justifications character seeks to be seen as right which tacitly implies that I had not accepted and allowed myself to investigate for myself what is here and what is best for all within what it is that I am participating within and as and to thus use the justifications character as a means of hiding and not accepting and allowing myself to stand up within and as myself and see for myself what is best for all and thus to enact what is best for all as an application of myself and through this I commit myself to stand up within and as myself and take responsibility within and as myself to see what is best for all within a given moment and to thus direct my will towards what is here within and as the physical as to what I am capable of applying myself within and as.
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