Day 64: Giving up character

 

The Giving up Character has a specific idea in mind of what it is supposed to be doing / achieving and by the Giving up Character not being able to do / achieve that which it set out for itself to do, self manifests the Giving up Character as self feels incapable of doing that which self had set self out to do in the first place.

So – Instead of giving up the idea as a picture presentation within and as self – Self goes into emotional manipulation where self is showing to self as well as to others within ones environment, how displeased self is about not being able to manifest that which self had originally created an idea about of what it is that self wanted to manifest as an expression of self or manifest as a personal self achievement point within and as self.

The emotional manipulation escalates as long as self holds onto this idea that self wants to manifest which creates a build-up of energy as emotion within and as oneself and once self comes to the realisation that the idea will not manifest as an expression of oneself, self creates the Giving up Character. The Giving up Character is where self has run out of energy to drive the idea that self would like to manifest within and as the physical and running out of energy takes oneself into a state of depression. This is where the Giving up Character manifests itself within this state of low energy within and as oneself where self will become the Giving up Character as a depressed state of not achieving that which self had idealised for self to manifest within and as the physical.

The Self-Pity Character is great friends within the Giving up Character so you will find them playing together quite often. The Giving up Character uses the Self-Pity Character as a means of manipulating self as well as manipulating other around them to feel sorry for them that they were incapable of manifesting the idea within and as themselves within and as the physical.

So instead of self being the self directive principle within and as oneself by allowing self to let go of an idea that one is not able to manifest within and as the physical, self uses the Giving up Character as ones process of giving up an idea, which when one looks at it now – is quite silly.

Being directive within and as oneself is allowing oneself to see and realise where an idea is not able to manifest and thus allowing oneself to let it go as an expression of self directive will.