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We’re in a discussion talking about how memories are stored within and as the mind and how self stores information within the unconscious mind as structural memories and as this discussion is going on I am imagining within and as my mind how these memories as structural memories step forward within my experience of my environment and how these structural memories influence me as characters that I become and through the characters that I become, influences my participation within and as the experience that I am having with those who I am participating within and as.
Through this I realised oh no stop – I am in the thinking character I have created an alternate reality separate from what is here in order for me to understand what it is that the person was talking about. I have given up my breath, I had placed this alternate reality of thinking and ‘seeing’ what it is that the person is talking about as pictures within and as my mind as I had not yet realised within and as myself that I am able to see what is here within the living word without ‘seeing’ what it is that they are saying as pictures within and as my mind. So – I looked at this thinking character and realised that I am the main character in this movie that I am watching within and as my mind as I am special that I am able to ‘see’ what it is that the other person is saying. So – I stopped this character as an experience within and as myself and no longer accept the ‘good energy’ experience to direct who I am within and as breath within this moment.
I looked within and as myself for this character as a picture presentation of itself within and as my mind, I brought the character here and moved through this character as I realised this character keeps me locked within and as my mind where I had built the perfect imprisonment for myself within and as my mind where I constantly believe that I am ‘experiencing life’ through my thinking patterns not realising that this is NOT life – It is my own created reality through the pictures that I had accepted and allowed to place myself in this movie in my own mind. Within this realisation I let this dimension within and as myself go by moving through this dimension that stands as a graven image before me, before life. And as I move myself through this dimension, and letting this dimension as thinking character go within and as myself, I am here.