Day 45: Temper tantrum game Self Forgiveness Statements

This is a continuation to:

Day 43: Temper tantrum game

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with emotional outburst when I do not get what it is that I want within a given situation and through this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give myself over to the emotional build that occurs within and as myself when my personal self-interest is not fulfilled within a given moment and through this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be controlled by my emotions in wanting, needing and desiring others to give me what is it that I believe I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the temper tantrum game through my participation in accepting and allowing another to throw a tantrum and through accepting and allowing myself to go into a position of wanting to give another what it is that I believe they want  and through this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to maintain the temper tantrum game through my participation in accepting and allowing the other person as me to go into the emotional possession of wanting what it is that they believe they want and through my acceptance of the temper tantrum game I am accepting that it is acceptable to have the desire that the other person has within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use manipulation in the form of making a scene to get what it is that I want within the temper tantrum game as I see realise and understand that I have used making a scene as a tool to manipulate the other person to give to me what it is that I want as I have used ‘making a scene’ as a form of embarrassment where the person that I am manipulating feels embarrassed about the commotion and wants the commotion to stop to not feel embarrassed about the noise that we are making.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use emotional manipulation to get what it is that I believe I want within playing the temper tantrum game as I have seen realised and understood that I use crying, disappointment and general feelings of dislike to manipulate the other person to give to me what it is that I want. I forgive myself that I  have accepted and allowed myself to use these emotional bodies as a means of manipulating the other person to deal with my negative energy where they would feel compelled to give to me what it is that I believe I want and through this I have realised that I use this emotional manipulation to abdicate my personal self responsibility to who and what I have accepted and allowed myself to become (a tantrum), thus asking another to take responsibility on my behalf for who and what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a rescuer position when I see another person having a temper tantrum and thus allowing the desire within and as myself for them to stop the temper tantrum to direct me within the situation thus taking me to a position where I want to give the person what it is that I perceive they want and through this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my personal responsibility to following what it is that I am feeling within the temper tantrum being thrown and thus not accepting and allowing myself to see, realise and understand that I have accepted and allowed the separation as desire to exist within the other person, which implies that I have accepted and allowed the separation as desire to exist within and as myself as well.