Day 22: Authority game

This blog in a continuation to Day 21: Authority game

Self forgiveness statements

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that I am the author of my script as I write my life with the living words of my expression through the nature of who I have designed myself to be.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to investigate my nature of who I am in order to understand what script I am writing as the authority within and as my life, and through this I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the nature of who I am together with the authority that I hold, guides the direction of the script that I am writing as an expression into the physical reality.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that using authority because of the position that I hold is not authority as an expression of who I am and through this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use authority within the position that I hold as a crutch to direct my will as ego to be done and through I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand congruent within who I am as an expression of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through the belief that I have authority within the position that I hold, to expect that I would be listened to and obeyed and by not being listened to or obeyed I allowed myself to become possessed by aggression and animosity because I fully accepted and allowed myself to believe that I deserved and owned the authority position within which I found myself within.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that holding authority means that I am the director of a situation and through this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the nature of who I am will manifest within the direction that I author a specific situation within.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that I have made use of social and cultural customs to claim authority instead of realising that I have to self-realise authority within who I am as a living expression of myself. 

I forgive myself that I have abused my position of authority by directing my will as ego, which was based within self-interest and through this I forgive myself that I created situations where I was exposed by my child where my child would see the incongruence within and as me, thus opening up a door where my child is able to rebel against my perceived authority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse my position of authority to bend my child to the will of my ego, not allowing myself to look upon the situation within and as common sense, realising that my child also has a process to walk to build who they are as a living expression of themselves.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to want my child to obey and listen to me at my command, through projecting onto myself that I am the authority figure within our relationship, not realising that I am losing a fighting battle within our relationship by me clutching onto a belief of authority that I am not able to stand as a living expression of myself. 

I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that when I clutch to the authority that my position within a relationship gives me, I am not in fact standing as authority of what is best for my child and best for life, as I am trying to impose my will as the nature of who and what I have become as ego within a given situation which I see, realise and understand that from a parents perspective is mostly based within and as a fear expression of worrying about what may happen to my child, thus I see realise and understand that the nature as fear is the directive principle within my relationship with my child when and as I stand as the authority figure within our relationship. And I hereby forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to stand as authority figure that stand for the expression of life and what is best for all life within my application and directive principle of authority as an expression of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to open up doors for my child to rebel through me not standing one and equal to the expression of authority as an expression of myself that stands for life and what stands for what is best for all and through this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that my child is able to pick up on incongruences within and as myself which will assist me in seeing realising and understand where within my application I am not yet standing within and as an expression of life.

I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to stand as the authority figure within and as my life where I take full responsibility for who I am as an expression of myself and through this I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to be the example and principle of what is best for all life and scripting situations as the nature of who I am as an expression of life.

I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to stand as an example of an author of life, and allow my child to develop their author of life within and as themselves by allowing them to make mistakes as they are learning to become the authority within and as their lives.